Have you ever been lost before? 

I remember as a little girl getting lost in a department store because I used to think that I had a secret club with the mannequins.  That actually happened more than once!! I remember getting lost while hiking with my Girl Scout Troup and ending up in some man's yard while he was sitting by his pool in a speedo. But what I'm talking about is lost... like your being is lost. 

That's how I feel right now. My husband and I packed up and sold our beloved home in RI and moved to a rural town in TN where we know no one. We haven't even been here a week and he's decided to move out into his own apartment. 

When we got married 27 years ago, I had two boys from a previous marriage. Then we had two more boys of our own. We never experienced life with just the two of us and we were SO looking forward to it. But it seems that we will never experience all of the fun things that we so eagerly talked about.

So what am I doing to try to find my...